DIARY PAGE 24th JUNE

I AM THINKING THAT UR FRIENDS ARE SO LUCKY THAT THEY WOULD NEVER GETS  HURT BY YOU.

AND THEY CAN NEVER FEEL ALONE IF YOU ARE AROUND YOU.

NOT GETTING WHY U R TRYING TO MAKE A CRAP FEEL OK....

BT SERIOUSLY I AM REMEBERING THAT DAY....WHEN U I WAS MAKING U FEEL OK....

AND THE TREATMENT I RECEIVED WAS ADORABLE.

DONT GET ANGRY BABY,U R ANGLE,A BLESSED BABY FOR UR FATHER AND MOTHER.

IF U COULD BE IN MY LIFE,I WOULD HAVE ALSO BE BLESSED. 

BUT NOW,I WILL TRY TO TALK U LESS,MY EYES WILL SEARCH U LESS,

I WILL ALSO BECOME A MATURE BOY LIKE U ARE A GIRL.

RELENTING--MAKING LESS SEVERE
MITIGATE--MAKING LESS SEVERE
STRANDED--UNABLE TO LEAVE SOMEWHERE BECAUSE OF SOME PROBLEM
PLIGHT--AN UNPLEASENT CONDITION
BRUNT--THE MAIN SOURCE OF SOMETHING UNPLEASENT
SKIES--THE SKY IN A PARTICULAR STATE OF PART
WILT--A PERSON BECOME LESS TIRED AND UNDER CONFIDENT
RAMPANT--GETTING WORSE QUICKLY AND IN AN UNPLEASENT WAY

MY JOURNEY FROM STARTING TO FINISHING MY LOVE FROM MY SIDE

CONTEMPLATED ABOUT A GIRL,HAD FEW PINGS ON WHATSAPP AND THEN HEADING TOWARD A SLEEP,I THOUGHT WHY I SHOULDN'T HAVE A CIGRATTE FROM A SHOP AND THEN HEAD TOWARD THE BED.
MY MIND NEVER WANTED TO MOVE TOWARD THE SLEEP BUT MY OTHER SIDE WAS SAYING THAT TO SLEEP AS IT IS NECCESSARY FOR ME TO GLOW ALWAYS.
OK IN THE FIGHT BETWEEN MY IDEAS I HEADED TOWARD A STORE AFTER MAKING SURE THAT MY MAA IS IN HER DREAM.
HAD TAKEN TWO MILD FROM A STORE AFTER ASKING FOR A BLACK,AS IT LAST  LONGER AND MY HEART WAS CRYING FOR THAT ANGEL WHOM I LOVED THE MOST AND ALWAYS WANTED HER IN MY LIFE.
I KNOW HER FROM PAST 1 YEAR AND DIDN'T KNOW WHEN I WAS IN LOVE WITH HER.
I USED TO THINK ABOUT HER EACH AND EVERY MOMENT.SHE WAS JUST BECAME A PART OF MY MIRAGE LIFE AND I WANTED HER TO BE ME WHEN I GROW OLDER.
I WAS ALSO QUITE TENSED WITH HER AS I FAILED TO GET HER A SINGLE FEELING ABOUT MYSELF.I WAS FRUSTRATED NOT ONCE BUT FOR ALMOST ONCE EVERY WEEK AND THEN I GOT UP EVERY TIMES WITHOUT SHOWING MY EMOTION TO ANYONE.
I ALSO THOUGHT OF ENDING MY LIFE WHILE HAVING A CHAT WITH GOD,BUT EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT SUISIDE,I WAS STUCK AND THOUGHT THAT THIS PAIN IS ALSO SUPERB AND WOULD REGRET THAT WHY THESE THOUGHT ARE COMING FOR A SECONG ALSO.
I JUST LOVED HER.
I USED TO CRY FOR ALMOST 5 TO 10 MINUTE DAILY FOR HER FOR PAST 6 MONTH.
SO I HAD 2 CIGRATTE AND WAS ALMOST FRUSTRATED ABOUT MY LIFE FOR NOT BEEN ABLE TO MAKE A PLACE OF MINESELF IN HERLIFE.
I PUFFED IT AND THEN PUFFED ANOTHER CIGRATTE.
THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT MY PAIN AND HEADING TOWARD A RUIN LIFE IN FUTURE.
I GOT IN A CALCULATION.
I STARTED MAKING NOTE AND THOUGHT THAT THE PAIN AND EMOTION I HAVE FOR HER,IF THE SAME THING WOULD HAVE BEEN TOWARD GOD,I HAVE,FOR SURE,GOT GOD IN MAAH LIFE.
THEN I THOUGHT THAT NOW ITS GETTING TOUGHER AND TOUGHER.
I AM HERE FOR A MOTIVE.
I AM NOT HERE JUST TO DEVOTE MY LIFE FOR A GIRL.
AND WHILE ANALYZING,I GOT A POINT FROM MY PEN,THAT SHE DOESN'T NEED MY EVER IN HER LAST DREAM.
SHE USED TO BE GOOD WITH JUST TO LISTEN JOKES,SHE USED TO PING WHEN SHE HAS WORK,SHE NEVER PINGED ME ELSE.
ALL HER ACT WAS JUST TO GET HER BREAD AND BUTTER EASILY.
AND I HEADED TOWARD TOWARD TO GET OUT OF HER FROM MY HEART AND MAKE MY SELF COMFORTABLE.

A RANDOM ESSAY

LAST NIGHT MY EYES GOT CLOSE CONTEMPLATED(THINK DEEPLY AND LENGTHY) IN A THOUGHT.
THERE WAS NO REASON FOR ME TO SLEEP IN A DEVOUT(SHOWING DEEP RELIGIOUS FEELING) AS I WAS WATCHING AIB KNOCKOUT.
AND IF WE ARE TALKING OF ALL INDIA BAKCHOD,,,,WHY DON'T WE SHRED THE RESPECT OF TANMAY BHATT.
SERIOUSLY GUYZ,THE ONE PERSON WHOSE EACH AND EVERY JOKE HAD A HUMOUR FAR MORE THAN ANY OTHER GUYZ.
ITS NOT A SARCASM.I M SERIOUS.
THE WAY HE IS FILTHY,AND ON CONTRARY HE HAS A GUD ASSERTIVE CAPABILITY.
BT MOVING FROM TANMAY BHATT TO WHOLE TEAM,THEY ARE GENIAL, AND HAVE A SUPER ECLECTIC QUALITY.
THESE OBSCURED MAN ARE THE HUMOUR GURU IN THE ONLIN9 WORLD.

LEARNING FROM 22ND JUNE

CONTEMPLATED-THINK DEEPLY AND LENGTHY
NAGGED-HARASSAS SOMEONE TO DO SOMETHING THAT ONE DO NOT WANT
CLOUT-A HEAVY BLOW WITH HAND
OBSCURITY-LESS KNOWN.
LOAVES-A BUNCH OF BREAD THAT WILL BE CONSUMED BY CUTTING INTO PIECES.
PLIANT-EASILY BENT
DEVOUT-SHOWING DEEP RELIGIOS FEELING
CURTAIL-IMPOSE A RESTRICTION
CLEFT-SPLIT
DEBILITATING-MAKE SOMEONE VERY WEAK

7 YEAR OLD COUSIN

I GOT MARRIED FOR THE FIRST TIME AND ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS WERE QUITE TIRED....
SO AS IT WAS A MARRIAGE OCCASION AFTER THE MARRIAGE,,,,I JST HAVE HAD ONE THING IN MY MING TO MEET MY BETTER HALF FOR THE FIRST TIME,OFFCOURCE IN ALONE.
SO ONE WAS ABLE TO READ MY FACE OR THE THARAK I HAD.
I WAS ROAMING HERE AND THERE,,,,IN THE SEARCH KI ALL THE FAMILY MEMBER SHOULD LEAVE MY ROOM.
BUT AS IT IS SAID KI THERE IS ALWAYS A LIGHT OF HOPE IN DARK FOREST,
MY COUSIN WHO WAS JST 7 YEAR CAME TO MY ROOM AND SAID ME,IN FRONT OF ALL OTHER,,,,KI BHAIYA  AAP RELAX KARO....U HAD NOT SLEPT FOR 2 DAYS BHAI....
HIS WORD "BHAIYA AAP RELAX KARO " WAS TO ME KI BHAIYA AAP SEX KARO....
AND SERIOUSLY READERS....I DIDN'T KNW THE MAZIC,,,,IN NEXT FIVE MINUTES,,,,I WAS LEFT ALL ALONE WITH HER,,,,STAY TUNED FOR MORE HUMOUR....

HEIGHT OF OPTIMISTIC

THE ONLY THING I DIDN't HAD IN MY LIFE WAS A GIRLFRIEND.
MIND MY WORDS,I DIDN'T HAS A GIRLFRIEND....bT WHAT A BF WOULD DO WITH A GIRLS....I HAVE DONE IT MANY TIMES....
BECAUSE I WANT TO BE AT A TOP,,,,IN ALL THE THING.
SO NOT HAVING A GF,HAS MADE ME A STATUE OF OPTIMISTIC.
IN THE SENSE.....FOR INSTANCE,,,,THAT ONCE I PING A GIRL....HI....
SHE DIDN't REPLIED ME FOR TWO DAYS....I WAS SO OPTIMISTIC....
THAT OTHERTHAN ME,,,,ALL OTHER WOULD THINK THAT SHE IS IGNORING ME....
BT I WAS THINKING KI DEKHO....SAALI KO PYAR H0 HAYA H....AUR WO BECHAARI KUCH SAMAJH HI NHI PAA RHE HAI KI KAISE I LUV U LIKHE.
SO AFTER TWO DAYS....WO MERI HO HI CHUKI THI....TO MAINE PHIR SE REPLY KI KI DEKHO BETU..MAI SAMAJH RHA HUN AAPKI FEELING....PAR BOL DO....AUR KOI JALDI BHI NAHI H....BT AAP BHUT SUNDAR HO AUR MANN TO KARTA HAI KI MAI AUR AAP EK CHARBAGH KE HOTEL MAI EK ROOM BOOK KAREN AUR MAI WAHAN PE KEWAL AAPKO RAAT BHAR DEKHUN....MAI HUN NA TUMHARE SAATH....
NOW GIRL HAD REPLIED ME....AND REAL STORY BEGIN NOW....
STAY TUNED

I AM A VIRGIN

U WANT MINE....U WANT UR's INTO ME....PLZ

TUMHE JAISE BHI LENI HO....LELO MERI GAAND....

PAR DHYAN RAHE(AS IF ALL WERE THINKING THAT I NEXT WHAT I AM GOING TO SPEAK IS OF DAMM IMPORTANT) (AFTER ABOUT 10 SECOND)

KI JYADA MOTA NA HO TUMHARA.

REMEMBER MUKESH LAST TIME U HAVE BEEN IN MY ASS,FOR NEXT TWO DAYS I WALKED LIKE A KANGAROO.

ISILIYE KEH RHA HUN KI LENA HO TO LELO....BT MOTA NA HO JYADA.

HEY GUYS,ONCE MUKESH HAS BEEN IN RED LIGHT AREA FOR A....OFFCOURCE....FOR A PROSTITUTE....

AND BELIEVE ME....AFTER OPENING THE DOOR,THE SINGLE THING THAT GIRL WAS SHOUTING WAS I AM A VIRGIN I AM A VIRGIN....

THIS IS THE REAL CHARATER OF MINE FRIEND MUKESH

LEARNING OF 21ST JUNE

TECHNICAL EXECELLENCE HAS TO BE COMPLEMENTED WITH THE QUALTITY EDUCATION IN HUMANITIES.
WITTY-CLEVER
SARCASM-WITTY REMARKS
PERVERT-INCORRECT,DISHONEST.
SHREDDED-TO CUT IN PIECES
COMPLICIT-ASSOCIATED WITH A ACT THAT IS QUESTIONABLE OR ACT OF CRIME.
SLACKER-ONE WHO SHRINK WORK OR RESPONSIBILITY.
DERELCIT-ABANDON
PARTISAN-MEMBER OF MILLITANT ORGANISATION.

ONE OF THE MANY WAY TO CLEAN THE SOCIETY BY GOVERNMENT IS THIS THAT TO WEED OUT SLACKER
IAS,IPS,PCS,AND INDIAN FOREST OFFICER.
BY NOT GIVING THE OPPURTUNITY,THEIR WILL BE LOT OF IMPROVEMENT IN THE SOCIETY AND THE
DECISION TAKEN TO UPLIFT THE SOCIETY WILL BE NOT IN THE DORMANT STATE AND IT
WOULD BE MORE CLEAR AND TRANSPARENT.
WHAT IAS,PCS AND IPS HAVE DONE IS NOTHING BUT THEY BEHAVE LIKE A PARTISAN SOMETIME OR THE
OTHER OTHERWISE THE PICTURE OF
THIS COUNTRY WOULD HAVE BEEN SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
THEY ARE THE REAL CULPRIT OF THE SOCIETY.
THEY HAVE THE AMAZING POWER TO CHANGE THE COURCE OF THIS COUNTRY AND MAKE THIS BHARAT MATA
IN THE GOLDEN FRAME.
BUT NO THEY BEHAVE LIKE THE THE MOST ORGANISED FORM OF CRIMINAL.

ASSERT-EXPRESS POSITVELY
STUBBORN-DIFFCULT TO CHANGE.
ITS STUBORN FOR RANVEER TOWARD GIRLS.
PERVERT-CORRUPT.
PLINTH-A BASE FOR SITTING
GENIAL-FRIENDLY AND CHEERFUL
ECLECTIC-DERIVING IDEAS,STYLE.
ASSORTMENT-MISCELLANEOUS COLLECTION OF THINGS