CONTEMPLATED ABOUT A GIRL,HAD FEW PINGS ON WHATSAPP AND THEN HEADING TOWARD A SLEEP,I THOUGHT WHY I SHOULDN'T HAVE A CIGRATTE FROM A SHOP AND THEN HEAD TOWARD THE BED.
MY MIND NEVER WANTED TO MOVE TOWARD THE SLEEP BUT MY OTHER SIDE WAS SAYING THAT TO SLEEP AS IT IS NECCESSARY FOR ME TO GLOW ALWAYS.
OK IN THE FIGHT BETWEEN MY IDEAS I HEADED TOWARD A STORE AFTER MAKING SURE THAT MY MAA IS IN HER DREAM.
HAD TAKEN TWO MILD FROM A STORE AFTER ASKING FOR A BLACK,AS IT LAST LONGER AND MY HEART WAS CRYING FOR THAT ANGEL WHOM I LOVED THE MOST AND ALWAYS WANTED HER IN MY LIFE.
I KNOW HER FROM PAST 1 YEAR AND DIDN'T KNOW WHEN I WAS IN LOVE WITH HER.
I USED TO THINK ABOUT HER EACH AND EVERY MOMENT.SHE WAS JUST BECAME A PART OF MY MIRAGE LIFE AND I WANTED HER TO BE ME WHEN I GROW OLDER.
I WAS ALSO QUITE TENSED WITH HER AS I FAILED TO GET HER A SINGLE FEELING ABOUT MYSELF.I WAS FRUSTRATED NOT ONCE BUT FOR ALMOST ONCE EVERY WEEK AND THEN I GOT UP EVERY TIMES WITHOUT SHOWING MY EMOTION TO ANYONE.
I ALSO THOUGHT OF ENDING MY LIFE WHILE HAVING A CHAT WITH GOD,BUT EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT SUISIDE,I WAS STUCK AND THOUGHT THAT THIS PAIN IS ALSO SUPERB AND WOULD REGRET THAT WHY THESE THOUGHT ARE COMING FOR A SECONG ALSO.
I JUST LOVED HER.
I USED TO CRY FOR ALMOST 5 TO 10 MINUTE DAILY FOR HER FOR PAST 6 MONTH.
SO I HAD 2 CIGRATTE AND WAS ALMOST FRUSTRATED ABOUT MY LIFE FOR NOT BEEN ABLE TO MAKE A PLACE OF MINESELF IN HERLIFE.
I PUFFED IT AND THEN PUFFED ANOTHER CIGRATTE.
THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT MY PAIN AND HEADING TOWARD A RUIN LIFE IN FUTURE.
I GOT IN A CALCULATION.
I STARTED MAKING NOTE AND THOUGHT THAT THE PAIN AND EMOTION I HAVE FOR HER,IF THE SAME THING WOULD HAVE BEEN TOWARD GOD,I HAVE,FOR SURE,GOT GOD IN MAAH LIFE.
THEN I THOUGHT THAT NOW ITS GETTING TOUGHER AND TOUGHER.
I AM HERE FOR A MOTIVE.
I AM NOT HERE JUST TO DEVOTE MY LIFE FOR A GIRL.
AND WHILE ANALYZING,I GOT A POINT FROM MY PEN,THAT SHE DOESN'T NEED MY EVER IN HER LAST DREAM.
SHE USED TO BE GOOD WITH JUST TO LISTEN JOKES,SHE USED TO PING WHEN SHE HAS WORK,SHE NEVER PINGED ME ELSE.
ALL HER ACT WAS JUST TO GET HER BREAD AND BUTTER EASILY.
AND I HEADED TOWARD TOWARD TO GET OUT OF HER FROM MY HEART AND MAKE MY SELF COMFORTABLE.
MY MIND NEVER WANTED TO MOVE TOWARD THE SLEEP BUT MY OTHER SIDE WAS SAYING THAT TO SLEEP AS IT IS NECCESSARY FOR ME TO GLOW ALWAYS.
OK IN THE FIGHT BETWEEN MY IDEAS I HEADED TOWARD A STORE AFTER MAKING SURE THAT MY MAA IS IN HER DREAM.
HAD TAKEN TWO MILD FROM A STORE AFTER ASKING FOR A BLACK,AS IT LAST LONGER AND MY HEART WAS CRYING FOR THAT ANGEL WHOM I LOVED THE MOST AND ALWAYS WANTED HER IN MY LIFE.
I KNOW HER FROM PAST 1 YEAR AND DIDN'T KNOW WHEN I WAS IN LOVE WITH HER.
I USED TO THINK ABOUT HER EACH AND EVERY MOMENT.SHE WAS JUST BECAME A PART OF MY MIRAGE LIFE AND I WANTED HER TO BE ME WHEN I GROW OLDER.
I WAS ALSO QUITE TENSED WITH HER AS I FAILED TO GET HER A SINGLE FEELING ABOUT MYSELF.I WAS FRUSTRATED NOT ONCE BUT FOR ALMOST ONCE EVERY WEEK AND THEN I GOT UP EVERY TIMES WITHOUT SHOWING MY EMOTION TO ANYONE.
I ALSO THOUGHT OF ENDING MY LIFE WHILE HAVING A CHAT WITH GOD,BUT EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT SUISIDE,I WAS STUCK AND THOUGHT THAT THIS PAIN IS ALSO SUPERB AND WOULD REGRET THAT WHY THESE THOUGHT ARE COMING FOR A SECONG ALSO.
I JUST LOVED HER.
I USED TO CRY FOR ALMOST 5 TO 10 MINUTE DAILY FOR HER FOR PAST 6 MONTH.
SO I HAD 2 CIGRATTE AND WAS ALMOST FRUSTRATED ABOUT MY LIFE FOR NOT BEEN ABLE TO MAKE A PLACE OF MINESELF IN HERLIFE.
I PUFFED IT AND THEN PUFFED ANOTHER CIGRATTE.
THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT MY PAIN AND HEADING TOWARD A RUIN LIFE IN FUTURE.
I GOT IN A CALCULATION.
I STARTED MAKING NOTE AND THOUGHT THAT THE PAIN AND EMOTION I HAVE FOR HER,IF THE SAME THING WOULD HAVE BEEN TOWARD GOD,I HAVE,FOR SURE,GOT GOD IN MAAH LIFE.
THEN I THOUGHT THAT NOW ITS GETTING TOUGHER AND TOUGHER.
I AM HERE FOR A MOTIVE.
I AM NOT HERE JUST TO DEVOTE MY LIFE FOR A GIRL.
AND WHILE ANALYZING,I GOT A POINT FROM MY PEN,THAT SHE DOESN'T NEED MY EVER IN HER LAST DREAM.
SHE USED TO BE GOOD WITH JUST TO LISTEN JOKES,SHE USED TO PING WHEN SHE HAS WORK,SHE NEVER PINGED ME ELSE.
ALL HER ACT WAS JUST TO GET HER BREAD AND BUTTER EASILY.
AND I HEADED TOWARD TOWARD TO GET OUT OF HER FROM MY HEART AND MAKE MY SELF COMFORTABLE.
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