WHAT WENT WRONG

WELL THINKING ABOUT HER 24*7*365,,,,AND NOT HAVING A SINGLE CHAT FROM PAST 14 DAYS....so the UNPRECENDENTED QUESTION IS THAT WENT WRONG.
WELL SHE WAS ON A TOUR FOR 7 DAYS,,ND BEFORE LEAVING FOR THE TOUR,SHE HAS PROMISED ME THAT SHE WILL SORT OUT EACH AND EVERY MATTER WHEN SHE WILL BE IN THE TOWN.AND AS MONDAY MORNING IS ON THE WAY,,,,had NOT RECIEVED A SINGLE CHAT FROM HER.
DO I HAD A IMPRORIETY TOWARD HER.....NO
DO I HAD DONE SOMETHING SUBTERFUGE....NO
DO I HAD PRESENTED SOME DAMMING....NO
SO WHAT WENT WRONG....LET'S THINK FOR A WHILE THAT I HAVE A FEELING FOR HER AND SHE DIDN'T HAVE ALTHOUGH SHE KNOWS EACH AND EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.
BUT THEN SAYING THAT I HAVE A VERY FAULTY MEMORY,SUCH ARGUMENT CAN'T BE BUYED IN THIS ERA.
SHE KNEW AND REMEMBER EACH AND EVERY THING BUT HER PREMEDIATED ATTITUDE IS NOT ALLOWING HER TO BE WITH ME.
IF I AM WRONG,I WILL NEED A SORRY FOR SURE.
WELL IN MY PREVIOUS POST ALSO,I HAVE CLEARLY MENTIONED THAT SHE DIDN'T HAVE A FEELING FOR ME.BUT HER ATTITUDE THAT EACH AND EVERY ONE SHOULD BE HAPPY IS ALSO BECOMING MURKIER AND GLOOMY AS THE DAY ARE PASSING.
SHE DIDN'T CARE FOR ANYONE WHO HAS TO BE TAKEN FOR GRANTED.
AND THESE ALL ARGUMENT OF MINE OR SOME MIGHT SAY THE PLIGHT IS CLEARLY ASSUMABLE BY HER PAST BEHAVIOUR.
I WILL NOT LIE BUT I WAS EXPECTING HER PING  NOT AT THE START OF WEEK BUT WEEKEND WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE.
BUT NO....SHE WILL NOT.....SO WHY I SHOULD SHOW MY EMOTION TO ANYONE FOR WHOM I AM A COMMODITY TO MAKE FUN OFF OR HAVE A GOOD TIME.
SORRY BUT THE SOCKS MUST BE PULLED,ITS INDEED A ALARMING SITIATION FOR ME TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE TOWARD HER,
AND IF NOT BE RUDE,BE ROUGE,
ATLEAST SHE MUST HAVE A THOUGHT THAT YES,HE WAS A GENUINE PERSON.
IF NOT HAVE A LOVE FOR ME,ATLEAST MUST NOT A HATRED OR DISRESPECT WHICH SHE CURRENTLY HAVE

LEARNING FROM 5th JULY

rebuked--talk angirly because work was not done on time and case made as disapproval.
marooned--left alone and people and people are not able to escaped the place.
stern--talk angirly
stranded--left alone and there are no means of transport.
spangled--a small piece of shiny material especially meant for designing of clothes
poised--ready to do a particular thing at any time.
spur--a devlopement that is initaited to make it happen quickly.

pantomime--a funny musical play performed on christmas.
fete--a small event that is held outside where u can buy small things.
gumption--ability to decide what is the best thing to do in a particular situation
subterfuge--a trick or dishonest way to achive something
espionage--the discovering of secret
rogue--behaving in a way that is not expected.
persuasive--what u want to do
faction--a small group within a big group
impropriety--behaviour that is dishonest
damning--a report that is dishonest
ripped--to pull apart
veil--a thin piece that is wore by women
veneer--a thin material that is used to cover a cheap material
antagonist--a person that is opposed to something
irrepressible--full of energy
whodunnit--a story abt crime
witch--a women who is supposed to have a magical power
simmer--a disagreement that grows slowly
conjucture--guess abt something that is based on how it seems and not on proof
clandestingly--something that is done in secret
camoeflage--behaviuor that is shown to hide something
vindictiveness--behaving to harm someone beacause it seems that they have harm u
tantalisingly--something that causes excitment in u
estranged--someone who is not living together usually expressed with relation
spar--to argur

                                                                                   

DIARY PAGE 1st JULY

THIS EARLY MORNING WAS ALSO THE CASE I DIDN'T SLEEP.
WAS CONTINUOUSLY THINKING ABOUT HER AND WAS TWEETING.
EVEN MYSELF WAS NOT ABLE TO MAKE ME CONSOLE THE HOODWINK AND WAS CONTINUOULY SHOUTING LOUDLY THAT YES SHE LOVES U.
BUT I AM THAT TOO SHRED THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO GET THE DECEIVE AND ASSUME IT TO BE TRUE.
AFTER A RELAX SEVEN DAY,TODAY AGAIN,AS SHE WAS IN  THE TOWN,
I STARTED REMEMBERING HER AND CONTEMPLATED ABOUT HER AURA.
THIS WAS NOT THE CASE WHEN SHE STRANDED ME AND WENT TO MANALI FOR A TRIP.
SERIOUSLY EVERYTHING IS GOING OPPOSITE.
I THINK THE CHANGES IN ME ARE REFLECTING THE OUTWARD FORCE FROM HER PLIGHT MEMORY.
CERTAIN THING HAVE CHANGED IN THESE SEVEN DAYS AS MY CONCEPT OF IF I WOULD BE THE LAST BOY LEFT IN THIS WORLD,THEN ALSO SHE WILL NOT ACCEPT ME HAVE GROWN A LOT.
SO THE SPUR IS GOOD IF IT MAINTAINED AND I AM ASCERTAIN ABOUT IT.
TODAY MOST PROBABLY,I WILL MET HER OR WILL ABLE GAZE HER FOR A SECOND PERHAPS.
NOTHING HAVE GONE MY WAYS AND I AM LEFT ALL ALONE REBUKING TO MYSELF ONLY.
I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF HER AS A CHATTEL AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT EVEN IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN IN HER,THEN ALSO I HAVE THOUGHT OF HER AS MY CHATTEL.
ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT I AM NOT A RETROGRADE OR PAROCHIALISM MENTALITY PERSON.
NOW I WANT THAT I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE FOR A LONG AND TRANSFORMATION FOR BEING A OPTIMISTIC TO A NON OPTIMISTIC PERSON IS DIFFCULT BUT STILL THE LIFE LEFT IN ME IS OPTIMISTIC WHICH I WANT TO USED IN SPUR IN FUTURE DAYS.
SO THE TARGET I WANT IS TO GET OUT MYSELF FROM HER SOFT MEMORIES.
I WANT TO MITIGATE THE SITUATION WHICH HAS LEFT ME ABLAZE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD AND THAT TOO ALL ALONE.
AND I KNOW THAT IT IS A RIGMAROLE AND IF WILL SUCCEDD,IT WILL BE THE MOST AMAZING TASK I HAVE EVER DONE.
I WANT A PLAUSIBLE RESULT FROM THIS AS THE REPRIMAND AND ADONITION ARE NOT ONCE BUT IT HAS CROSSED THOUSAND TIMES NOT FROM HER BUT FROM ME AND FOR SURE IT HAS DWINDLED ME.

DIARY PAGE 24th JUNE

I AM THINKING THAT UR FRIENDS ARE SO LUCKY THAT THEY WOULD NEVER GETS  HURT BY YOU.

AND THEY CAN NEVER FEEL ALONE IF YOU ARE AROUND YOU.

NOT GETTING WHY U R TRYING TO MAKE A CRAP FEEL OK....

BT SERIOUSLY I AM REMEBERING THAT DAY....WHEN U I WAS MAKING U FEEL OK....

AND THE TREATMENT I RECEIVED WAS ADORABLE.

DONT GET ANGRY BABY,U R ANGLE,A BLESSED BABY FOR UR FATHER AND MOTHER.

IF U COULD BE IN MY LIFE,I WOULD HAVE ALSO BE BLESSED. 

BUT NOW,I WILL TRY TO TALK U LESS,MY EYES WILL SEARCH U LESS,

I WILL ALSO BECOME A MATURE BOY LIKE U ARE A GIRL.

RELENTING--MAKING LESS SEVERE
MITIGATE--MAKING LESS SEVERE
STRANDED--UNABLE TO LEAVE SOMEWHERE BECAUSE OF SOME PROBLEM
PLIGHT--AN UNPLEASENT CONDITION
BRUNT--THE MAIN SOURCE OF SOMETHING UNPLEASENT
SKIES--THE SKY IN A PARTICULAR STATE OF PART
WILT--A PERSON BECOME LESS TIRED AND UNDER CONFIDENT
RAMPANT--GETTING WORSE QUICKLY AND IN AN UNPLEASENT WAY

MY JOURNEY FROM STARTING TO FINISHING MY LOVE FROM MY SIDE

CONTEMPLATED ABOUT A GIRL,HAD FEW PINGS ON WHATSAPP AND THEN HEADING TOWARD A SLEEP,I THOUGHT WHY I SHOULDN'T HAVE A CIGRATTE FROM A SHOP AND THEN HEAD TOWARD THE BED.
MY MIND NEVER WANTED TO MOVE TOWARD THE SLEEP BUT MY OTHER SIDE WAS SAYING THAT TO SLEEP AS IT IS NECCESSARY FOR ME TO GLOW ALWAYS.
OK IN THE FIGHT BETWEEN MY IDEAS I HEADED TOWARD A STORE AFTER MAKING SURE THAT MY MAA IS IN HER DREAM.
HAD TAKEN TWO MILD FROM A STORE AFTER ASKING FOR A BLACK,AS IT LAST  LONGER AND MY HEART WAS CRYING FOR THAT ANGEL WHOM I LOVED THE MOST AND ALWAYS WANTED HER IN MY LIFE.
I KNOW HER FROM PAST 1 YEAR AND DIDN'T KNOW WHEN I WAS IN LOVE WITH HER.
I USED TO THINK ABOUT HER EACH AND EVERY MOMENT.SHE WAS JUST BECAME A PART OF MY MIRAGE LIFE AND I WANTED HER TO BE ME WHEN I GROW OLDER.
I WAS ALSO QUITE TENSED WITH HER AS I FAILED TO GET HER A SINGLE FEELING ABOUT MYSELF.I WAS FRUSTRATED NOT ONCE BUT FOR ALMOST ONCE EVERY WEEK AND THEN I GOT UP EVERY TIMES WITHOUT SHOWING MY EMOTION TO ANYONE.
I ALSO THOUGHT OF ENDING MY LIFE WHILE HAVING A CHAT WITH GOD,BUT EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT SUISIDE,I WAS STUCK AND THOUGHT THAT THIS PAIN IS ALSO SUPERB AND WOULD REGRET THAT WHY THESE THOUGHT ARE COMING FOR A SECONG ALSO.
I JUST LOVED HER.
I USED TO CRY FOR ALMOST 5 TO 10 MINUTE DAILY FOR HER FOR PAST 6 MONTH.
SO I HAD 2 CIGRATTE AND WAS ALMOST FRUSTRATED ABOUT MY LIFE FOR NOT BEEN ABLE TO MAKE A PLACE OF MINESELF IN HERLIFE.
I PUFFED IT AND THEN PUFFED ANOTHER CIGRATTE.
THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT MY PAIN AND HEADING TOWARD A RUIN LIFE IN FUTURE.
I GOT IN A CALCULATION.
I STARTED MAKING NOTE AND THOUGHT THAT THE PAIN AND EMOTION I HAVE FOR HER,IF THE SAME THING WOULD HAVE BEEN TOWARD GOD,I HAVE,FOR SURE,GOT GOD IN MAAH LIFE.
THEN I THOUGHT THAT NOW ITS GETTING TOUGHER AND TOUGHER.
I AM HERE FOR A MOTIVE.
I AM NOT HERE JUST TO DEVOTE MY LIFE FOR A GIRL.
AND WHILE ANALYZING,I GOT A POINT FROM MY PEN,THAT SHE DOESN'T NEED MY EVER IN HER LAST DREAM.
SHE USED TO BE GOOD WITH JUST TO LISTEN JOKES,SHE USED TO PING WHEN SHE HAS WORK,SHE NEVER PINGED ME ELSE.
ALL HER ACT WAS JUST TO GET HER BREAD AND BUTTER EASILY.
AND I HEADED TOWARD TOWARD TO GET OUT OF HER FROM MY HEART AND MAKE MY SELF COMFORTABLE.

A RANDOM ESSAY

LAST NIGHT MY EYES GOT CLOSE CONTEMPLATED(THINK DEEPLY AND LENGTHY) IN A THOUGHT.
THERE WAS NO REASON FOR ME TO SLEEP IN A DEVOUT(SHOWING DEEP RELIGIOUS FEELING) AS I WAS WATCHING AIB KNOCKOUT.
AND IF WE ARE TALKING OF ALL INDIA BAKCHOD,,,,WHY DON'T WE SHRED THE RESPECT OF TANMAY BHATT.
SERIOUSLY GUYZ,THE ONE PERSON WHOSE EACH AND EVERY JOKE HAD A HUMOUR FAR MORE THAN ANY OTHER GUYZ.
ITS NOT A SARCASM.I M SERIOUS.
THE WAY HE IS FILTHY,AND ON CONTRARY HE HAS A GUD ASSERTIVE CAPABILITY.
BT MOVING FROM TANMAY BHATT TO WHOLE TEAM,THEY ARE GENIAL, AND HAVE A SUPER ECLECTIC QUALITY.
THESE OBSCURED MAN ARE THE HUMOUR GURU IN THE ONLIN9 WORLD.

LEARNING FROM 22ND JUNE

CONTEMPLATED-THINK DEEPLY AND LENGTHY
NAGGED-HARASSAS SOMEONE TO DO SOMETHING THAT ONE DO NOT WANT
CLOUT-A HEAVY BLOW WITH HAND
OBSCURITY-LESS KNOWN.
LOAVES-A BUNCH OF BREAD THAT WILL BE CONSUMED BY CUTTING INTO PIECES.
PLIANT-EASILY BENT
DEVOUT-SHOWING DEEP RELIGIOS FEELING
CURTAIL-IMPOSE A RESTRICTION
CLEFT-SPLIT
DEBILITATING-MAKE SOMEONE VERY WEAK

7 YEAR OLD COUSIN

I GOT MARRIED FOR THE FIRST TIME AND ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS WERE QUITE TIRED....
SO AS IT WAS A MARRIAGE OCCASION AFTER THE MARRIAGE,,,,I JST HAVE HAD ONE THING IN MY MING TO MEET MY BETTER HALF FOR THE FIRST TIME,OFFCOURCE IN ALONE.
SO ONE WAS ABLE TO READ MY FACE OR THE THARAK I HAD.
I WAS ROAMING HERE AND THERE,,,,IN THE SEARCH KI ALL THE FAMILY MEMBER SHOULD LEAVE MY ROOM.
BUT AS IT IS SAID KI THERE IS ALWAYS A LIGHT OF HOPE IN DARK FOREST,
MY COUSIN WHO WAS JST 7 YEAR CAME TO MY ROOM AND SAID ME,IN FRONT OF ALL OTHER,,,,KI BHAIYA  AAP RELAX KARO....U HAD NOT SLEPT FOR 2 DAYS BHAI....
HIS WORD "BHAIYA AAP RELAX KARO " WAS TO ME KI BHAIYA AAP SEX KARO....
AND SERIOUSLY READERS....I DIDN'T KNW THE MAZIC,,,,IN NEXT FIVE MINUTES,,,,I WAS LEFT ALL ALONE WITH HER,,,,STAY TUNED FOR MORE HUMOUR....

HEIGHT OF OPTIMISTIC

THE ONLY THING I DIDN't HAD IN MY LIFE WAS A GIRLFRIEND.
MIND MY WORDS,I DIDN'T HAS A GIRLFRIEND....bT WHAT A BF WOULD DO WITH A GIRLS....I HAVE DONE IT MANY TIMES....
BECAUSE I WANT TO BE AT A TOP,,,,IN ALL THE THING.
SO NOT HAVING A GF,HAS MADE ME A STATUE OF OPTIMISTIC.
IN THE SENSE.....FOR INSTANCE,,,,THAT ONCE I PING A GIRL....HI....
SHE DIDN't REPLIED ME FOR TWO DAYS....I WAS SO OPTIMISTIC....
THAT OTHERTHAN ME,,,,ALL OTHER WOULD THINK THAT SHE IS IGNORING ME....
BT I WAS THINKING KI DEKHO....SAALI KO PYAR H0 HAYA H....AUR WO BECHAARI KUCH SAMAJH HI NHI PAA RHE HAI KI KAISE I LUV U LIKHE.
SO AFTER TWO DAYS....WO MERI HO HI CHUKI THI....TO MAINE PHIR SE REPLY KI KI DEKHO BETU..MAI SAMAJH RHA HUN AAPKI FEELING....PAR BOL DO....AUR KOI JALDI BHI NAHI H....BT AAP BHUT SUNDAR HO AUR MANN TO KARTA HAI KI MAI AUR AAP EK CHARBAGH KE HOTEL MAI EK ROOM BOOK KAREN AUR MAI WAHAN PE KEWAL AAPKO RAAT BHAR DEKHUN....MAI HUN NA TUMHARE SAATH....
NOW GIRL HAD REPLIED ME....AND REAL STORY BEGIN NOW....
STAY TUNED

I AM A VIRGIN

U WANT MINE....U WANT UR's INTO ME....PLZ

TUMHE JAISE BHI LENI HO....LELO MERI GAAND....

PAR DHYAN RAHE(AS IF ALL WERE THINKING THAT I NEXT WHAT I AM GOING TO SPEAK IS OF DAMM IMPORTANT) (AFTER ABOUT 10 SECOND)

KI JYADA MOTA NA HO TUMHARA.

REMEMBER MUKESH LAST TIME U HAVE BEEN IN MY ASS,FOR NEXT TWO DAYS I WALKED LIKE A KANGAROO.

ISILIYE KEH RHA HUN KI LENA HO TO LELO....BT MOTA NA HO JYADA.

HEY GUYS,ONCE MUKESH HAS BEEN IN RED LIGHT AREA FOR A....OFFCOURCE....FOR A PROSTITUTE....

AND BELIEVE ME....AFTER OPENING THE DOOR,THE SINGLE THING THAT GIRL WAS SHOUTING WAS I AM A VIRGIN I AM A VIRGIN....

THIS IS THE REAL CHARATER OF MINE FRIEND MUKESH

LEARNING OF 21ST JUNE

TECHNICAL EXECELLENCE HAS TO BE COMPLEMENTED WITH THE QUALTITY EDUCATION IN HUMANITIES.
WITTY-CLEVER
SARCASM-WITTY REMARKS
PERVERT-INCORRECT,DISHONEST.
SHREDDED-TO CUT IN PIECES
COMPLICIT-ASSOCIATED WITH A ACT THAT IS QUESTIONABLE OR ACT OF CRIME.
SLACKER-ONE WHO SHRINK WORK OR RESPONSIBILITY.
DERELCIT-ABANDON
PARTISAN-MEMBER OF MILLITANT ORGANISATION.

ONE OF THE MANY WAY TO CLEAN THE SOCIETY BY GOVERNMENT IS THIS THAT TO WEED OUT SLACKER
IAS,IPS,PCS,AND INDIAN FOREST OFFICER.
BY NOT GIVING THE OPPURTUNITY,THEIR WILL BE LOT OF IMPROVEMENT IN THE SOCIETY AND THE
DECISION TAKEN TO UPLIFT THE SOCIETY WILL BE NOT IN THE DORMANT STATE AND IT
WOULD BE MORE CLEAR AND TRANSPARENT.
WHAT IAS,PCS AND IPS HAVE DONE IS NOTHING BUT THEY BEHAVE LIKE A PARTISAN SOMETIME OR THE
OTHER OTHERWISE THE PICTURE OF
THIS COUNTRY WOULD HAVE BEEN SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
THEY ARE THE REAL CULPRIT OF THE SOCIETY.
THEY HAVE THE AMAZING POWER TO CHANGE THE COURCE OF THIS COUNTRY AND MAKE THIS BHARAT MATA
IN THE GOLDEN FRAME.
BUT NO THEY BEHAVE LIKE THE THE MOST ORGANISED FORM OF CRIMINAL.

ASSERT-EXPRESS POSITVELY
STUBBORN-DIFFCULT TO CHANGE.
ITS STUBORN FOR RANVEER TOWARD GIRLS.
PERVERT-CORRUPT.
PLINTH-A BASE FOR SITTING
GENIAL-FRIENDLY AND CHEERFUL
ECLECTIC-DERIVING IDEAS,STYLE.
ASSORTMENT-MISCELLANEOUS COLLECTION OF THINGS

GEOGRAPHY CLASS IX--INDIA LOCATION

INDIA LIES IN NORTHERN HEMISPHERE.

TROPIC OF CANCER DIVIDE THE COUNTRY IN ALMOST TWO PARTS.

THE COUNTRY SOUTH MOST POINT IS INDIRA POINT.

INDIRA POINT GOT SUBMERGED WHEN TSUNAMI CAME.

INDIA HAS COVERED ALMOST 2.4% OF THE WORLD LAND.

INDIA HAS 3.28 MILLION SQUARE KM.

INDIA IS THE SEVENTH LARGEST COUNTRY IN THE WORLD.

FROM GUJRAT TO ARUNACHAL PRADESH,INDIA HAS TIME LAG OF 2 HOURS.

THE STANDARD TIME MERIDIAN OF INDIA PASSES THROUGH MIRZAPUR.

SINCE THE OPENING OF SUEZ CANAL,INDIA AND EUROPE DISTANCE HAS REDUCED BY 7000 KM.

INDIA HAS NINE NEIGHBOUR.

WHICH ARE:PAKISTAN,AFGANISTAN,BHUTAN,CHINA,MYANMAAR,NEPAL,BANGLADESH,MALDIVES AND SRI LANKA.

INDIA AND SRILANKA ARE SEPERATED BY PALK STRAIT AND GULF OF MUNNAR.